It’s the Friday January 31st and it’s a little less than a week before I get hip surgery. I’m honestly a bit terrified about being on crutches for 4 weeks, a hip brace for 6 weeks, and then needing to do it all again for my second surgery. It’s easy for my mind to start imagining all the worst hypothetical scenarios, but then I stop. Thank God for 2+ years of therapy and having a naturally optimistic mindset.
I close my eyes and I let myself breathe in deeply and feel the world around me. I wiggle my toes, sense the ground, and let my legs carry me forward. I’m walking back home from my health screen to clear me for my surgery and it’s frigid. I hate the cold weather, but in that moment I just felt so alive. I smiled and said to myself, enjoy every moment you have with your two strong legs.
I thought of dad and how his congenital heart defect kept him from being able to experience the world as freely as I do now. I brought myself back from the brink of falling apart, by remembering his optimistic mindset. Surgery is terrifying, but I know I’ll be great after it.
Moral of the story: When you’re feeling completely down and overwhelmed, just focus on feeling gratitude for the tiniest of things. The things we take for granted are a miracle to others. The moment you realize that, you start appreciating the things you have and taking control of the world in the ways you can.
Thanks for reading and I hope you can take a moment to smile after reading this today…
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Cheering you on! For a successful surgery and smooth recovery! 💛